Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Moods , The State Of Mind

Hey  Friends,

Hope   and  pray   that   you   are   doing   wonderful   and   trying   your   best   to    find   out   the   answers    of   the   questions    that    every    new    day   bring   to   you    as    i    know    that    each    of   you   is   capable   to   do    this   brilliantly  : )

My   son   has   left   four   day    ago   i   am   missing   him   alot !   I    am    constantly   watching    his   videos   that   i   recorded    while   he    was     here  and   i   do   this   each   time   he   visits.

Weather   has    changed   quickly   and   sun   shine    has   become    unbearable  40+c already.

Seasonal   blooms   are   fading   though   few    summer   plants   and   neem   tree   growing   quickly.

Now   a   days     when   i   am   feeling   that   change   of   seasons  and   various   incidents   are   not   the   only   factor   that   effect   our   moods.  Sometime    inevitably   we   have   to   follow   our   stupid   moods   which    spring   up   in   our    insidious    world    and    compel   to   do    what   we   normally   we   would   have    thought   many   times    before   we   doing   it.

Almost  30    years   ago    when   my   mother   bought   hilly   land   for   house   she   gave   contract   to   a   man    who   had    to   move   away   all   huge   rocks    that   were   nailed    in    that   land.

That    man   did   all   work   but   left    one   rock   nailed    there   and    disappeared   after   
 receiving   his   payment .My   mother    trusted   him   and   paid   all   amount  in   advance  as    he   was   familiar   to   our   some   relatives . I   felt   that   mom   was   so    worried   because   the   mason    was   asking   for   the   clarity    of    land   so   he   can   start   construction.

I    realized   the   helplessness   of   my   mother  as   my   father   was   not     around   and   brother   was   in   army   those   days    and   she   had   to   face   everything   alone.

Meanwhile    My  aunt   who   was   expecting   got    her   pains   and    mother   took    her   to   the   hospital   in   a  small  city   near .     We    both   sisters   were   living   in   a   tow   rooms   home   that   was  in   the   front yard   of     one   of   mom's     girlfriend. She   suppose   to   look   after   us   while    in   mom's   absence .   

While   mom  was   staying   in   hospital ,  everyday   after   doing   my   homework  [was  15  something  then]     i   would    go   to   the   land  that  mom   bought   and   took   the  all   necessary iron  tools   that   were   very  very   heavy   and    try    to    move    the   rock  .

I   wanted   to   to   it   as   soon   as   possible    as   i   knew   if   mom  came   back   and   saw   me   doing   this   she   could   punish   me   instead   of   thanking   because   mom   did   not   want   me   to   do   any   house   work  until   i  finish   my   studies.  She   wanted   me   to   be   clean   and   tidy   not   mingled   with   dirt   .

I   dug    deep   along    the   rock   and   each time   i  found   space   i   put   iron   rod   under   it   and  kept   it   pushing   up  .In    three   days    i   dug    more   than   five   feet   around   the  rock   and  it   needed   just   a    powerful   push  now   to   move   down.

Finally   in  the   evening   time   of   third   day    i    pushed   that    rock   with   all   my   inner   strength   that    came   in  me   only   with   this   thought    that    this   will   make   my   mother   feel    better !   and   miracle    happened   ,a   huge   rock   rolled   down  without   the   utilizing   any  blasting   material .Tears   were   pouring   from  my   eyes .  I   came   back   with   deep   sense   of   achievement   and   inner   peace  .

I  took   bath   and  washed   my   dirty   clothes  as   mom   was   coming   back   next   day.  When   she   came   and  saw   me   laying   on   bed  with   high   temperature  [my  arms  and  whole   body   was   aching   and  fever  was  high .  Secretly   i  thanked  God   for   this   sickness  as   mom   could   not  punish   me  so.

When  mom   saw   that   rock   moved   from   it's   place   she   hugged  me  and  cried  a  lot   she   said   i  am  her  son  not  a  daughter .  I   was   grateful   to   God   who   gave  me  wave  of   such   mood  that   brought  something   impossible   into   possibility.

Dear   friends   i   want   to   ask  you   one   question   that  bothers  me  often.

What   Is   Mood ?????

Please   take   good   care  everyone .   Take   each   moment  as   priceless   gift  because  it  is.
God   Bless   You   All!  

Friday, March 24, 2017

My Son Visited Home!!!

Hello dear friends,

Hope and pray that weather in your area is taking pleasant turns and Spring is stepping down into your lovely gardens!

I    am  giving   short   and   quick   post   today   because    i   was   and   am   quite  busy  with  some  pleasant   chores   as   cooking  for  my   eldest  son  and   talking  to   him  lot   and   lot   who   came  last   Saturday  morning   and  will   leave  on   Saturday  night   again .

He  has   come   after   almost   a   year  [as  he  joined  us  in  summers  in  Islamabad  directly  from  Karachi  and   left  also  from  there]

We   are   so   Happy   to   have   him   with  us  and  as  mother   i  trying  my  best   to   make   him   FEEL   AT   HOME .

Since  we  bought  new  dining  table  i   missed  each   day  while  sitting  here   .and  i   am   happy   that   for   week   at  least   we   ate   over   it   as   a  Complete   Family !

                                                 sky  is  grey  often  but  no  pouring 

                          Last  afternoon  when  sun  tried  to  break  out  of  clouds,My  neem  tree  started  smiling again!

                    Little  garden  seems  so   happy   to  have   my   baba   at   home !

                                      This  is  for  all  of  you  friends from  my  heart,my  garden!

See   you   soon  fellows. Please   take   care  ,stay  blessed  with  Hope  and  positive  attitude as  this  is  the  only  thing   that  can  turn  all   negative   into  BLESSINGS  that   come  to   you.
God  Bless  You   All! 

Friday, March 17, 2017

Seed of Hope

Hello  dear  friends!

Hope  and  pray  that  you   are  doing  fine  and  grabbing  joy  of  yours  from each  moment that  is  passing  by  swiftly .

Today  little  MORE  busy  and little  more  tired [will share later in detail] so  leaving  you  with  a tiny  piece  of  poetry that sprang up in my head[which doesn not seem much into poetic state now days though] lately .

Look   at   me ,i  want   you  to  smile

 know you  will,  though  take  while

Be  strong  and  change  the  creed 
That  is  hope,  that  all you need

Though    withered  rose, seems in pain
Will be  back,  regrow  again

Song  of  bird  will  be  full  of   joy
If  you  want ,  i  will  let  you  cry

Let  the  rain ,wash  away  dust 
Let  the  melt,  upper  dead  crust 

Your  soul  like  fertile  soil 
Glow  and  bloom like  refreshing smile

Your  heart,  is  home  of  love 
Where  lives,  faith  in  each  nerve 

From  this  faith comes  seed  of  hope!
Let  it  grow and  give  up  nope!

Stem  is  strength,  and  branches  are  peace
Leaves  are  joy, and   fruits  success 

No  storm , can  hunt  it  down  
No  autumn,  will  turn  it  brown

Keep  it  up,  with  drop  of  Pure  will 
It  will  save  you  from  being Nill

Weather is pleasant here 23c nights are even better.Light  clouds  are  floating since many days but not decided to pour yet.
Take  great  care  friends ,stay  happy ,healthy ,strong and positive each step.Have  wonderful weekend.
God  Bless  You  All!

Monday, March 13, 2017

Sandwich Like

Hey  Friends,

Hope   and   Pray   that   all    of   you   are   doing   absolutely  wonderful   as  i  am  pretty   much   sure   that   you   are   utilizing   your   inner   power   of  an   fighter   to   defeat   all   negative   that   comes   to   you   and   say   with   wide   bright   smile   "see   i  knocked   you  down   miss   trouble ,you  wana  try  again ? okay  then  come  it   will   be   pleasure   to   kick   your ..... again.

Relationships   are   important  as   being   a  social  animal   we   love  to  be   tangled   in  them .

We  try  our  best  [according  to  our  capacity of  understanding]  to   keep   our   relations   with   our   family  ,relatives   and  friends   better .It   gives   us   a  sense   of   pleasure   and  achievement  that  how  nicely  we  run  our  small  world  of  emotions.

Sometime   inspite  of  all  effort  things  go  wrong  and  misunderstandings  take  place   between   tow  people  or  families. It   is   unpleasant  and  painful   specially   when  both    people   have  to  encounter  and  ignore  each  other on  special   family  events  and  gatherings. 

But  it  is  more  difficult  for  one  who  is  mutual   friend  of  both  and   stuck   between  tow  like  a  sandwich .  Few  days   back  when  i   went   to   attend   the   wedding  ceremony  of  my  niece [hubby' brother's daughter]   i  felt  exact  like  this.  Actually   my   hubby ' two  brother   who  were  doing  joint  business   since  years   had   some  conflicts   and  separated  their  shares ,Wives   of  both  men   stop talking  to  each other  and  cut   off  their  all   relations.

I   tried  hard   to  make  them  understand  that   ladies   should   not   react  on  the  behalf  of  their  husbands  like  nuts   but  failed.

When   i  arrived  on  ceremony  as  usual  late [ here ceremony  is  celebrated at least three  days]     i  mean  last  day  when  bride  has  to leave  for groom's house  i  felt   terrible  when  both   ladies   started    talking  to  me  and  i  felt  they  hold  my  both  arms  and   pulling  me   towards  them . It   seemed   they   were  trying  to  defeat  each  other  in  this  race  of   occupation [though  i  am  not  celebrity  but  that  time  they  made  me  though] 

i  was  turning   my   neck   right  and  left   swiftly  ,trying   to   be   polite  and   nice   with  both  equally  [specially  accurate  ] as  they  were  talking  at  the   same  time  about  different  things  which  were  hard  to  fast  input  and out  for  me . their  loud   consistent    talk  gave  me  headache  that  last  for next  tow  days  after  returning .

I  want  some  suggestions  from  you  to  handle  such  situation  next  time .

Dear  Friends  take  Great  Care  ,Stay   Happy  and POSITIVE each  step  in  life.
Hugs  and  Blessings!God  Bless  You  All!