Friday, December 2, 2016

Once Upon a Time There Lived Tow Sisters [true story][ image source google]

We   all  like  to  be  addicted  somehow .It   is  not   a   big  concern  when   it   is  of  harmless  or  less   harmful   things  like  tea  or   coffee   but  it  is   dangerous  when  is  of   things   like   alcohol   or   being    distraction   for  our self   and   people  around  us .People   who   rule  on  their  brains   can  reject   demands   coming  from  inside   and   control   their   emotions  .But   who   don't   have  commands   on  their  wishes  become   puppet   in   the  hands  of  their  wishes  and  lust  and  that   leads  them  to  a  life   full  of  shamelessness    and   doom.



Neena    found   the    world   of  sin   so   attractive  .She   became  an   addict  of   alcohol   and  young  boys .She   never   wanted  to   see  an  end  to  her   addiction .The  money   that   she   earned  she  was   spending  on  boys  she  wanted    to  be  with.  She   met   a  boy   once    who   seemed    very   sharp   and   active   in   jobs   she   was   interested   then. They  both  had  lot  of  fun   together  .Rash  driving  ,drinking ,shop lifting   etc.That   boy  had  a  gun  with  him but  never  used  it .Neena   was  mad  about  using  gun  as  it  was  really  a  sensational   thing  to  do  for  her.


   Neena   wanted  more   thrill   and   adventure   so   she  convinced   her  boyfriend   to   kidnap  someone   and   get  ransom  as   she  also    wanted  to    teach   a   lesson   to   a   man  she   used  to  seduce   in  club   [as  though  he  was  near   fifty    but  became   her  target  when  ignored  her  invasions ] .Now    she   wanted  to   use   her   current    boyfriend  to  take   revenge   and  even   better  the  money  also.  Tony [the boy]  was  afraid  of  doing   so  because  though  he   found   crimes  on  small  base   fun  but  this  one  was  a  huge  crime  and   if  they   got   caught  they   could  go   in  prison   for   many  years  .



But   Neena  was   his  addiction  then  and  made   him  agree  to  do  it  anyhow.  They    kidnapped   that  man  from  his  routine   walk  track   that  was  going  to  up  hilltop  where  was  a  restaurant  in  which   they  get   introduction  with  him  and  trapped  him  in  fake  conversation .Later  they  followed  him  and  dragged  him   in  woods .Tony  thought   that  Neena  asked  him  to   get  side  for  awhile  as  may  be  she  wanted  to  make   him  [that man] calm  down  first  and than  call  home  for  money .He  stood    little  far   shaking  with  fear  and  terror  .

Suddenly   he   heard   a   shot  and  turned .He   was  scared   to  death   when  saw    that   Neena  had  killed   that  man.  Dread   made  him  pail .They   both   ran  from  there  though.  But   within   a  week    police   arrested  them. .Neena    spent  tow  years  in  prison  and   finally   got  released  because   police  could  not   prove  them   guilty  with  solid  evidence . During   this  era   Amanda   sold   all   her   expensive   things   and   jewelry    because   Neena   needed  money   in  prison   to  make  her  life  comfortable.  




After    releasing   Neena   became  a  part   of   gang    one   member   of    which   she   met   in  prison . She   got   huge   crush   on  the  leader   of  this   gang  who  though  was    a  thief   but   married   and  deeply   loyal    to   his  wife  .His   neglecting   behavior  poked    Neena   and  she   started  to  seduce   him  .On  this   act   of  her  one   day   he  beat  her   front   of  whole   gang   and  asked   her   to   stay   away  from  him   until   she   does   something   special   for  gang   to  prove   her  efficiency  . Neena   came  to  city   and   took   a   good   conditioned   car   on  rent   along  with   driver .She   asked  him   to  drive  her  where   her   gang   was  waiting  .


After   tow  hours   drive   when  they  reached  there  Neena  asked    the   leader  to  take  that  vehicle  and  kill  the    driver .
The   leader   beat  the  driver  little  and   threat  him   that  if  he  told    anything   to  anyone  he  will  finish   his   family .But   Neena   suddenly    grabbed  his  gun  and   killed   the  driver   who  was  asking   for  mercy  as  there  will  be  no  one  to  look after  her  kids   but   lust  of     FUN   blinded   her  and  she  fired   three  time  to  kill  that  innocent  man.



Leader   of  gang   was  angry  because  she  overreacted  in  the  situation .He  asked  her  to  leave   the  gang  but   Neena   put   her  head   on   his   feet  and   said  that  she  will  make  him   happy  if  give  her  one  more  chance.  She   after   few   days   took   them   in  her  own  house  all  with  loaded  gun  and   asked  Amanda    to   transfer   the  registry[ownership of house ] on   her  name  as  she  wanted  to   sell  this  house  and give  money  to  this  gang  to  accept  her  .Amanda  knew  that  day  will  come  so  she   registered   herself  as  owner  already.She  refused  to  do  so  and  abused   her  that  for  sleeping   with   this  man  you  are  ruining   your  life.  Neena   asked  leader  to  put  his  gun  on  the  head  of  her  mother.  he   did   so  but  Amanda  remained  unshaken  in  her  decisions   and   Leader   was   not   enough   bad   to   kill  that   old  lady  .He   refused  to  take  Neena   along   and  left.

Neena  behaved   like   mad   for  few   days   but  soon    she   left    for   America   and  forgot  all   as   world  was   big  and    soon   she   found   other   to  play.  After   spending   one  more  year   in  funful   life  she   realized   that   she  should   have   kids   now  and   kids  must  be    very   pretty   so   can   match   with   me  perfectly   .For   this   again   she   needed  a   simple   man    who   must   not   be   threat   when   throw   away   after  use. So   she   found   a  boy  online   12    year   younger   then   her  from  her  native   country  .She    went   back   to   her   country  and  met   that   boy   who  was   very   handsome   and   well   groomed  .He   was   already  engaged   to   her   cousin  though   but  Neena   played   tricked   on  his  weak   point  and   told   him   that    she   can   take  him  with   to  America  if   he   divorce   his   cousin   and   married   to   her.




Harry  {the  boy] attracted  to    Neena's   offer  because   he  wanted   to  escape  from  his   conservative   environment  of  his  family  that  was  rich   but   narrow  mined  and  being  an   only    son  to  her  mother   he   was  owner   of   whole   property  though   but  wanted   freedom  and  an  educated  and  modern   wife  like  Neena  as  her  fiance    was  an    typical   country   girl   with  little   education   and    more   simplicity .He   thought   after  being  married  with  Neena   he   will   live   in  a  country   with  modern  environment    and   will  make   his   family  with  an   advance  perspective .He   broke   all   his   relations  with  his  family  and  married   to  Neena.  


to  be  continued....

Saturday, November 26, 2016

Once Upon a Time There Lived Tow Sisters [true story] [image source google]

Sara   developed   a deep  relationship  with   lady  Rebecca   within  few  months .Kristine  liked  Sara  for  her  affection   and  care  for   her  mother  as  though  she  used  to  have  care  takers  before   but  no  one  was  able  to  please   or   satisfy   her  mother .Kristine   was  happy  with  Sara  and   increased   her  salary  after  six   months .




Sara   loved   her  son  Paras  so  much  and   tried  her  best  to  make  him  happy .During  the  day  time  she  was  much  busy  in  her  duties   but  after   4pm  when  lady  Rebecca   took  her  nap   Sara  got  enough  time  to  be   with  Paras .She  played  with  him  .helped  him  in  his  studies  and  took  him  to  the  park  near  house  where  he  played  with  other  kids  and swung .But   in  spite  of  all  this   Sara   felt    often   herself    guilty  of    her   child    because   she   realized   that   Paras  missed  his  father  badly .Since   she   left  home   and  brought   Paras   along she  start  realizing  that  Paras  is  sad .He  many  times  asked  her  that  why  they  have  left  the  home  and  why  his  father  has  not  come  with  them.

Sara   inevitably   lied  to  him  that  they  came  here  to  settle  forever  and  his  father  after   making  him  transfer   in  this  city  will   join  them  soon.She   thought    that  Paras  is   just  a  child   and  after  sometime    will   forget   everything  and  become   normal   but   it  did  not  happen  and  with    passing  time  Paras  started   ask   to  see  his  father  more    and   more.That   made  Sara   miserable     and  she  thought   that  may  be   she   made  a  mistake  and  because  Paras  is  a  very  sensitive   child  her  mistake   could   cause  flaws  in  the  brought  up  of  her  child.


In   the   deep   inside   of   her  heart  Sara   missed   Robin   along   with   her  each   breathe .Her    heart  was   filled  with  pain   and   sorrow.  It  seemed  as  she  has  lost   half  of  her  existence .
Insidious  world  of  her  was   like  an  endless   dark   barn   path   which   was  surrounded  by    thunder   and   howling   wind. She  found   herself   alone  standing     in   middle   of   it   with  no   sign  of   destination  .She   was  wounded  shivered   and  thirsty. Her   lips  were  starving   for  a  drop  of  water  but  sky  above  her  head   had  no   cloud  for  her.


In  her  loneliness she  cried   as hard  as  she  was   about  to  break  into   countless   pieces    and   blow   away    with  wind.  But   each  time   she   felt   a  mysterious   inner   force  that    strengthen  and  composed  her   back  into  a   woman  with   strong  faith  and  hope .A  woman   who   can  rise  like  a  marvelous  sun   among  the   huge  high   mountains    of  hardships   and  spread   the  light   of   faith,  hope   and    goodness    in    the   dark  world  around.


She    arouse   always   with  a   new   strength   from   her   such  weak   moments   and   decided   to   move  forward   with  courage   and   positivism  .She   had   a  faith   in  her  God  and  in  herself  that  she   will   resolve   her   problems   and   stay  calm  and  focused  until   Robin  come   to  get   her  back.  Though   she  was  sad  that  Robin  had  turned  stranger  to   her  but  she   knew   it  somehow   that  Robin   loved  her   once  and  they   shared   some  of   most  beautiful   times   together.  She      kept   these  precious   memories   in   the  depth   of  her  heart   and  they   were   meant  life   to  her.



Kristine   was    a  lonely  woman   most   of   the   time.Sara    came   to  know   through   Rebecca   that   once   in  her  twenties   Kristine  loved   a  boy  named   Mark  .They   both   were  about   to  get  married    when  Mark   died  in  an  air  crash  .That   accident    changed    the   whole  life  of   Kristine.  She   got  her  nervous      break   down   and   remained   under  medical   care  for  one  year. Her   doctor   prescribed    her   to   change   her  place  .Later   she   got  this  job  in   embassy   and  came   to  live   here .

Rebecca   further   told   Sara   that   after  the  death   of  Mark    one   of  his   friend    William     helped   her   to   recompose   Kristine   emotionally .He   used  to  visit  her  lot  and  try  to  cheer   her  up  with  his  loyal  efforts. Though   he  was   married   and  father  of   one  year  daughter    that   time  still  he  took  great   care   of   Kristine     and   tried  to  help   her  get  out   of   the   shell    in  which  she  stuck   after   the  death  of  her  lover. William    often    advised   Kristine   to   get   married   as    life   is   quite   long   journey   and  without  partner  is  harder   but  Kristine   always   skipped    topic  while   saying  that    no   one   can  take   the   place   of  Mark   in   her  life.



So   though   it  were   being  almost   more  then  twenty  five   years  to  the  death  of  Mark   Kristine    was  still   spending   her   life   in  a   tunnel  which 's  end    had  no    gleam     of   freedom   and   happiness  .She   was    shuttered  in   a  shell   of   isolation    and   grief   that   made  her   though   a  lonely  person   yet   she   was  an   efficient   worker   and  responsible   daughter. Her   love  for  her  mother  was  not  expressed   through   her    moves   but   offering   her  duties  only.     She   found   this   shell     easy   to  live  in  with  glorious   memories  of   past .World  outside  her   shell  was    like   dark   thick   forest  to  her   who's  woods   of   relationships   were  tangled  with  complexity .  Kristine   unconsciously   became  an  addicted  to   her   sorrow  and   pessimism  .She   found  it  easy   escape    .Now  she   found   it  really   hard   to   make   new   relationship   or  trust   on  a  stranger .


Sara   felt   sorry   for  Kristine   .Since   she   came   here   she   learnt  new  facts  about  life   .The   company   of  lady  Rebecca  and  Kristine    was    widening   her  vision   of   life  .Few   things     that   she   found   wrong      earlier   proved   not  bad   actually  .Specially   in   her   society   it  was  concept  that  if    women   dress  like  western   women  it  means   that   they   are  intimating   men  towards  them  and  are  of   vulgar   attitude  .The   life  style   of   those   both   western  ladies   was  proof  that   each   land  has   it's  own  traditional   way   of  living  and  culture  and  one's   dress  is  has  nothing  to   do  with   his   Character  .Though  dress   describes   the   culture  of   one   but  not  his   attitude .



The  other  thing  Sara   learnt   that   love   does  exist   in  western   countries   too  .Lady   Rebecca   was   proof   of  a  mother's  love  for  her  child .Kristine's   caring  attitude  towards  her  mother   expressed  her   love  for  her  mother.And   the   biggest  proof  of   love  was  the  present  life  of  Kristine   who  spent   most   of  her  life   in  the  memory   of  his  lover .Sara   learnt  that   she  is  not  the  only   on  map  who  is   suffering   emotionally  but  many  others   are  there   like  her   though   in  different  ways  but  they  suffer .She   learnt   much  through  books   she   used  to   read  for   lady  Rebecca .Sara   felt   as   she   is   getting   better  in  her  way  of   thinking    through  all  these  learning   and  experiences.  

to  be  continued.  

  

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Once Upon a Time There Lived Two Sisters [true story] [image source google]

When   Sara   reached   for  the  interview   she   was  quite  nerves   to   see   that   the  lady   who   was  there   to   take  her  interview  was  a  foreigner .Her    name  was  Kristine .She  was   working  in  British   embassy  on   an  important    post.  She    was   in  her  fifties   though  looked   quite  younger  than  her  age  , unmarried   and   lived  with  her   mother   who  was   seventy  six   year   old. Her   mother  name  was   Rebecca  she  was  a  widow  and   retired   teacher .Rebecca   was  suffering  with   some   minor  health    issues   that  come  along  with  age .



Kristine   told   Sara  that  she   would  have  to  be  with  her  mother   and   her  most  important  job  is  too  look  after   her  and    give   her   nice   healthy   food   and   medicines   on   time.She   told  her   further   that   there  are   two  more  servants   a  gardener   and  a  driver  but  they  are  not  allowed  into   the   house .They  live  in   servant   quarter.   Kristine   also  told  her  that  she  has  a  boy   friend   who   visits  her  once  in  a  while  when  comes  to  this  country.

Sara   told    Kristine   that  she   had    a  four  years  old   son   who  goes  to  school .This  news  seemed  to  disturb   Kristine  a   little   but  she  wanted  to  give   Sara  a  chance  because   she  realized  that   Sara   seemed    right   person  for   this  job.  Kristine   thought   that  being  a  mother  in  such  young  age   Sara  is  being  so  loyal  to  her  responsibilities  as  a  mother    and   may be   this  quality  of   Sara   help  her  to  be  a  good  care  taker  of  her  mother  too.

Kristine    asked  Sara  that  why   she  left  her  husband  and  Sara   told  her  truth   because  she   wanted  to  create  her   relationship  as  employee  on   the  base  of  honesty   and   dignity  .Kristine  appreciated   her   step   to  save  her   self respect. Sara   felt  peace   that  God  helped  her  and  gave  her  a   nice   and  safe  place  to  survive.



Next   day  Sara  took  her  little  stuff  and   Paras  and  shifted   into  Kristine's  house .She  was   provided      a    nice   double   bed   room    in   the    ground   floor  .Her   room  was  beside  the  room  of   lady   Rebecca. House   was  double  story  .It     had   three  rooms   , one  t.v  lounge   and a kitchen   downstairs  and  two  rooms  and   a  hall   upstairs  .The    day   Sara   moved  there  was  Sunday  and   Kristine  was  on  home  .She  introduced   Sara   to  her  mother   who  looked   old  but  strong  lady .Mostly   Rebecca   used   wheelchair   to  move  around  but   Kristine  asked  Sara  to  hold   her  to  help  her  in  walking  as  light    exercise .

Sara    started  her  job  with  sincerity     and   devotion  .She   found  that  lady  Rebecca  was  nice  and   gentle  person  to  live  with .Sara   had   a  loving  and  pure  heart .She  was  one  of  those  who    had   ability   to   feel   other's  pain   and  never  hesitate   to   take  risk  for  helping   them. .She  was  down  to  earth  and  selfless  enough  to  raise  in  the  eyes  of  Rebecca  as  a  good   companion    who  listened   her   carefully ,looked   after    her   as   a  loving  mother .



Love   is  like  a  rain   it   makes   even  desert   green .When  love   pour   upon   empty    souls   like   rain   ,they   become    like  a  lashing   green   lands  where  life   smile  with  it's  whole  serenity  and  wholeness.Sara  and  Rebecca   were  two  souls   striving   for   shelter  of    love   and  they   found   this  in   each  other's  heart.

Within   few   months   they  both  became   each  other's  need .Rebecca   loved  her  company  more  then  anything  and  Sara   adore  her  kindness  and  affection  for  her  from  the  depth  of  her  heart.Their   understanding   gave  great   satisfaction  to   Kristine.

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Neena   earned   lots  of   money  in  America  and  now  when  she  was  a green  card  holder  she  became   even   more   bold   in   her   appearances  and   activities  .She    was    hot  and  tempting  for  men  around .She  also  made  many  online  friends   to  have  fun .Her   youth   ,boldness  ,beauty  and  inviting  attitude    was   great  treat  for   men  around  and   she   considered  it  the  great  victory  of  her  femininity .She  was   desire  of    so   many  and  it  pleased  her  in  deep.



After  moving  from  Jeff   she  was  having   fun  visits  and  dates  with  many  guys.One  night   when     one  of      her    online    called     her  to   his  place   she   went   and   drank   a lot   .Her    friend  betrayed   and   put  something  in  her  drink  which  made  her  insane .Though  she  was  not  in   senses   but  still   should   realize   that  there   were  four  men  who  disgraced  her  that  night.   In  the   morning   she   found    herself    ruined     and   destructed   and  alone.She  could  feel  the  echoes  of   giggles  and   humiliation   she   faced    last   night.




Neena   came   home   with   broken   heart   and   shaking  body   she   called   to   the   place   of  her  job  and  ask   for  two   leaves  as    she   felt   that   it  will   will  take  some  time  to   recover  from  this  destruction   and  look   normal.   She   took   bath  and     made  herself   coffee  .Half   laid   in   her  bed    she  put    her   head   against   bed    and    thought     about  her   life  .She   thought   herself    lucky    and      proud  that      she   was    able  to   life   of   her    dreams .She   felt   sorry   for   her   mother   and   Sara  and   all    women  like  them   who   are   forced   to   spend   their   lives   in  cage   and   are  unable  to  taste   freedom  .

For   a   really   little   while   she   felt  sad   that   she  had  such  bad  experience  last    night " but    who   does  not   trip    or  fall   while  chasing   his   dreams"   she    tackled   herself  ."what  happened   to  me  is  an  accident   which  can   happen  to  anyone " she  realized  that  she   need   to  be  more   clever   and   careful   in   making   her   dreams   true . " My  one  dream    was  to  be    rich   so   i   have   enough   money    to   spend   now   "she   thought  with  relaxation  .

"Currency    of   this   country   has   greater   value  than  in  my  country   so   my   savings  to  have  big  house  with  swimming  pool   there   are  enough ".


My  second  dream  was  to   have   a  exclusively   rich  and  handsome  boy  as   husband  is   on  it's  way  until  i  find   one  i    am   having   good   times   with    different     charming   guys   .

"My   third   dream  to   have  most   pretty   kids  in  world  will  be   true  when  i  will  get  married  to  a  good  looking  man".she    was    happy  that   she  achieved  so   much  and  on  her  way  to   get   her  desired   destination.
Along with   this  joy   she   felt  that  her  priorities    were   seemed  to   changing  . She   start   liking   the   diversity   of  men  in  her   life .Each   time     while   having   fun    with   new  partner  she     felt    new      thrill    and  sensation   and  she  loved  it  .She  was  near   her   thirties   but   instead   of   mature   men   she     enjoyed   the   company   of   younger   boys   even   less  then   twenty   who   show   more    tendency   in   physical   unity   instead  of  mental   companionship .

Neena    wanted  to  let  her  fly   high   and  higher    in  the   limitless   skies   of  her  dreams   .She  felt    that   day   is  not   far   when   she   will  prove   to   all   that    inspite   of    being   from   poor  background   she   got   everything   that  she  deserved and  desired .


She   felt   excited   like  a  kid   who   just  got   freedom  from   a   deep   dark  well  and     is   surprised  and   fascinated   with  each   shiny   object   around. She   decided   that   she   will   not   waste   any   moment   of  her   life   and  enjoy   each   bit   of   it  as   she   want   to.

Next    year   she   came    to  visit   her    country .Her   mother   Amanda     with  the  money   Neena   used  to  send   her  made   a  big   bungalow  in   her   supervision .Neena    was   more   then   happy   to   see    this   but  these   both  ladies   has  no  one   around   to  share  their   happiness  because   people   of   their  village  were  annoyed   to   them   and   the   part   of   society   they   were   trying   to   enter   in  was   unfamiliar   to  them .

Saturday, November 12, 2016

Once Upon a Time There Lived Two Sisters [true story] [images source google]

The  life  of   Sara  and  Robin  was  one   a  normal  person  dreams   for  .They  had  each  other  .They  had  a  lovely  four  years  old  boy   Paras  and  a  beautiful  house  which  was  small  though  but  it's walls ,rooms ,yard  and  little  garden  were  revealing  the  love  and   peace  in   it's  environment .



Though   Sara   was  happy  with   her   family  but  gradually  she   felt  some  kind  of   emptiness  in  her  heart  which  was  making  her  breathing  harder   .She   felt   that   Robin's   love  for  her  had  decreased  within   last  two  years.   He  was  getting  away  from  her  slowly   as   like  before  he  did  not  hug  or  kiss  her  often. .His   way  of  taking  felt  changed .His   passion   and  enthusiasm  for  her   was  disappeared.


She desperately   waited  for  him    so   often  after   ending   all  the  chores     that   when  he  will come  back  will   take   her  in  his  arms   and    ask  her  how     was   her   day  and  how  is  she  feeling  .But   unlike   this    he  came  and  had  meal  or  tea   mostly  silently .He   spoke  less  and  in  very  flat  accent  on   home  or  Paras  related  issues .In  such  situation  Sara   felt   her   heart  heavy   and     gloomy .She  ran  and   cried  in   kitchen  or  bathroom  so  many   times.


When    in  nights  she  wanted  to  be  in  the  arms  of  her  husband  to  feel  cozy  and  warm. To   feel  be   loved   and  wanted .  Robin   would  read  a  book  or  lay  down  to  sleep.Such   nights   were   long   and   cold   seemed  like  long   nailed   black    haired   terrifying   ghosts   who  wanted  to  peal    and  grind  her  soul.

Sara   often   thought   she  would  turn  to  Robin  and  hug  him  tight  but   her  fears of   being  disgraceful  front  of  man  who  claimed  to  love  her   first  and  disowned  now   did  not  let  her  do  this .She   felt   pain   and   misery  running  through   her  veins.Her   heart   was  sinking  and  soul  was  crying.It   was   very   hard  for  her  to  believe   that  change  occurred   in   Robin's  behavior   was   not   a   big  deal.


.May      be  he    did   not   love  her  ,he  attracted  to  her  because  she   was   a   perfect  marriage  material  and  now  when  he  found   that  his  family  life  had  established   he   had   no   fear    to  loose  it  and   took   everything     granted .He   thought   that   there  is  no  need  to  put  any  extra   effort  to   work  their  relationship  out .

Sara   loved   Robin   truly  and  forever  .She  tried   to  stay   calm   and   focused   to   live  a  happy   family  life  .She    once   put    her   all    pains   and  desires    in front      of   Robin   inevitably  and   asked  him   to   be  the  same  person  she    met   before   but   Robin  did   not   take  her   much   serious  he   said   that   she   should   be   content  and  happy  for  what  she   had  and   should  not  be  so   demanding  because  being  a  man   he  has  many  issues  to  face .He   said   that   he   cannot   change  for  her   she  had  to  except   this  reality   that   she  is  his  wife now  and  mother  of  a  child  not  a lover .


Sara    was   very   shocked  because  Robin  sounded   completely   stranger  to   her .That   night   when  it  was  freezing  outside   after  listening   Robin   she  ran  upstairs  on  the  roof  and   cried   for   hours  .She   felt   deceived  .She   wanted  to  shout   and  cry  as  loud  as  sky  would   burst  out  with   grief   and  melancholy.  She  wanted  to   say   Robin   that   she   did  not    want   to   be  just   his  responsibility   to   whom  he   provided   food,   shelter  or  physical   necessities  in   a  mechanical  way   but   a   love  and  desire  of  his   heart.


After   the   seven  years   of    their   marriage   one  day   When   Robin   returned   from   office  he  found   a  letter   from  Sara   that   she   cannot   live   like  this  and  going  away  forever .She   wrote  that   she   don't  want  divorce  but  if  he  wants  to  start  new  life  with  someone  else   he  can  give  Sara  divorce .Robin   was    shaken  by  this   news   because  he  loved  his   family  and  never   wanted   to  loose  them.


He   would   though   that   he  was      enough  generous  and  loyal   and  Sara  will  never  feel   ignored   or  left  alone . He  could  not  stand  and  dropped  himself  on  sofa  .Putting  his  head  against   sofa  there  were  running  his  previous  life  before  his  eyes  .These  were  the  most  beautiful  days  of  his  life  when  Sara   surrendered  to  his  love  and  passion .They  had  wonderful  times  together  but  which  passion  stays  forever  in  one’s  heart .


After  spending  two  years  with  Sara   Robin   felt that  his  mother   and  brother  were  right  that  he  was  being  over  in  his  love  and  care  for  Sara  as  after  all  she  is  just   a  helpless    woman  who  is  his  wife  now  so  what  is  the  desperation   for  then .

He  started  to     decrease  his  attention  for  her  and  behaved  like  normal  man  of  his  society  who  did  not  give  much  importance  to their women  though provide  them  with  all  basic  necessities’  of  life  but  do  not  support  them  in  their  emotional  needs that  requires  lots  of  love  , attention  and  care .

In spite  of  being  aware   of  that  fact  that  Sara  is  highly  sensitive  and  is  having  emotional  breakdown  while  facing  his  neglecting  attitude he  did  not  care  because  he was  sure  that  it  will  make  no  difference  and  Sara   will  be  habitual  of  his  behavior   gradually .


Sara   had  left  no  sign  behind  her   that  where  had  she  gone  but  Robing  knew  that  woman  like  her  could  go  only  to  her  parent’s  house  instead  of  being  on  her own  in  the  male  dominated  society .This  thought  gave  him  little  relief  and  hope   because  he  knew  that  Neena  will  not  bear  Sara   and    her  mother  was  playing  like  puppet   in  the  hands  of  her  younger  daughter  .

He   decided  that  he  will  not  go  immediately   after  Sara  to  take  her  back  as  by  doing  so  she  will  be  proud  that  I  am  sorry   for  my  mistake . He  thought he   would  let  her learn  her   lesson   and  will  wait  until  she  gets  back  by  her  own  and  feel  sorry  for  her  such  stupid  step  she  took .It  is  said   that  truth  can  not  be  hide  for  long  and  his  inner  male  ego  overcame  on  his  love  that means  his  ego  was  stronger than  his  love  that  won  the  battle  springing  inside  him.

Sara    at   reaching   her  mother’s  house  did  not  tell  immediately   that  she  left  the  Robin   and  she came  to  stay  here  forever because  she  knew  that  her  mother  and  Neena   who  was   also  there   as   she  came   from   America  to   visit   will   react  in  either  painful   way . But   it  could  not  go  for  long  and   after  a  week   Sara   told  her  mom  and  sister   that   Robin   had   changed  in  his   behavior  and  she  left  him .She  added  that  she  will   soon  find  a  job  and  will  stand  by  her  own  so  they  don’t  have  to  worry  about   supporting   her   financially .


Neena    took  this   opportunity  as  granted  and  made  fun  of  Sara .She   than   were  holding  a  cigarette  in  her  fingers  and  her  eyes  were   reddish  as  she  used  to  drink  a  lot   lately .She  said   in  a  grave  accent  ,”see!   I  already  knew  that   baster  will  reveal   his  real  face   soon  and  throw  you  away  after  using  like  shit “  “all   men  are  the  same  they  just  want  to  sleep  with  you  for  few  nights  and then   don’t   want  to  look   at  you  again “


She  leanened    upon   Sara  and said  while  smiling  ,”and  you  thought  he  would  love  you “you   poor  stupid  girl  he  preferred  you  over  me  because  he  thought  you were  perfect  for   his  service  as   you  did  for  years  and  what  did  you  got  in  return  ? “

He   filled  your  lap  with  child  and  made  you  more  busy  with  stupid  lifestyle .”believe  me  or  not  he   is  having  affair  with  someone   or  spending  his  money  on    call  girls “you  should  not  go  back  to  him  if  even  he  comes  to   take  you ,

“Be  confident  and  bold   like  me  my  sis “ she  said  with  pride “ I   am  proud  of  myself  because  I  don’t  let  men   leave  me  after  using,  I  do  completely  opposite  of  it  I  use  them  and  leave  them  when  I  don’t  need  them  anymore.

Amanda   advised   Sara   to   take  divorce   from  Robin  and   live  a  free  and  happy  life  like   her  younger  sister .She  said  you  have  to  earn   to  support  Paras  and  yourself  and  for  this  you  have  to  adopt  the  lifestyle  of    Neena  so  you  will  get  much  in  short  time  and  will  be  able  to  give  Paras  a  luxurious  life.

Sara   got  what  she  expected  from  them  so  she  did  not  react  on  anything  said  by  them  except “Ok” .


She   decided  deep  inside  her  heart  that   she  will  not  stay  here  and  soon  she  sold  some  of  

her  jewelry   and  shifted  in  a  working  women  hostel .From   there   she  started   looking  for  

job  and  school  for  Paras .She   admitted  Paras  in  a  school  near  hostel .Sara   saw  an  add  in  


local  newspaper  for  elderly  care  that  had offered     a  good  deal  of  salary .She   wished  to  

have  this  job  because  to  pay  Paras’s school  fee  she  would  needed   it badly.        

to  be  continued