window's new opening

on Saturday, October 3, 2015

hey friends ,hope and pray that in spite of  all side affects of life you guys are facing the all ups and dons of  it with great courage and by a brave smile on your face as life is all about having problems and finding their solutions ,

after along time i got chance be in touch with all of you again and it is making me feel like opening a window of  of tightly closed room after very long and breathing in a fresh air with a sense of  joy and gratefulness ,

the first month of my job is almost going to be complete ,sometime being busy gets  one out of  feeling hanging in space and having strange emptiness deep inside the heart,now i filled the glass of my day completely with business  and left no time for such negativity which had start tore me after the death my parents,

i getup early in the morning and at 7 30 leave for school ,where teaching kids and watching them playing and moving carefree makes me happy and full of life ,when they learn something new with my effort it gives me sense of  achievement and pleasure ,as Aristotle said that learning is a only source of pleasure so i learn life from my job,

after getting back  home lots of  house chore keeps me away from any kind of lowness and when in the evening i get sometime to sit and relax it brings me relief and revelation of  my own self,

want to share more but don't want you guys to get bore with the length of it,so please take great care of yourselves  and stay positive  in every mean,have a nice and productive day,god bless you all.


window 's new opening


Wellcome Back

on Friday, June 5, 2015

Hey friends, hope and pray that all of you are in the blessings of God. After quite a long time got opportunity to share few words with you. I have finished my masters.

Life is running very fast towards death which itself is a beginning.

With  all its ups n down life did not lose its attraction to me. By the grace of god my son has also completed his bachelor and got a good job too... yet he plans to do master.. I want to do a job but house duties and health issue is giving my husband reason to stop me to do so.

Hoping for the time when I will be able to share with and view all of you guys regularly. Kindly take good care.. Keep struggling along with beautiful and hopeful smile. Hope that keeps us moving in hard times and keeps our faith alive and strong in God.

See you all soon. Have a blessed positive day. God bless you all.

Can  your sad eyes count the hopes on glass.


strange death

on Monday, June 10, 2013

hey,friends,hope all is going cool and smooth in your amazing worlds,my son is home for vacation so connecting with you friends through his laptop for little while,missed reading all of you  so much

life is work of art,just thiread this line in my recent book and foud it most perfect defenation of life,in my forty two i was not awear of it ,just lived mostly by soul,loved everything about life,and never stayed for long in darkness of disopinment when life felt shaky,i did not realized that i am blessed with quite positve attitude towards life,

whenever found someone disharted ,tried to cheer with pleasant words ,long ago during my job i used  

to hear so many sad stories from my colleagues which they told me according to them because i was trustable person who will listen them with soul ,will feel their pain,and will not make jokes of them in their absence ,
such things were base of my life,i been told so so manytimes by my surroundings that with such simple nature  i will not be able to survive anywhere,whether relationships or job,and it was even half true,but i still see the ful side of glass,

after depature of my both parents i did not think that their partition will disolve in my soul,i dont know how much i miss them ,or,i miss them or not,but i am facing a strange death ,the death of excitement ,its been more then a year that i became a quite different person from one i used to be for my whole life,i miss myself friends,its not that i am awayy from normal life or family,all is good ,i talk ,laugh,do everydays' work but nothing cheer my inner world which seems under kind of spell,

and one question fears me most that i,s this spell ever be broken?

still i am preparing for my master,i dont mind to die but i love live and all about this precious gift,and belive in betterment till its last breath,

have blessed life friends,