Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Some times baili takes me to the world of happiness ,where all people believe in one true relation of humanity .Everyone cares about others and nobody gets heart from anyone. people in that world are bounded to each other like pearls in a bracelet,there are some rulers too ,but they think of their people as they think about themselves,they care about this world just like their own homes.they are not acting like puppets in some powerful hands .
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
My six year old child is asking rapidly that why can't he go to school ? I find myself unable to explain it to him .How can i tell him that he can't go because its not safe there .I don't know what will happen when school will reopen and how Government will prevent them from terrorists this every mother's worry school is considered child's second home and we define home as a place which gives us shelter peace and security,but there is no peace any more. World has became a global village and this fact has also side effects .In older times when people on earth were not as close as today than may be some places were being ruled by rulers who had some sympathy and soft corner for their people but now all evil and cruel people have united who have a strong hold on world and they want to continue this hold forever.they don't want people not to pay attention to their bad jobs and for this they play games with them by not providing them their basic need and keeping them away from necessary awareness .
i would like to say some more , but later.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
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Sunday, October 18, 2009
some time i think there is no beauty in this world ,but a definition which my eye brings to my mind. because whine i am low or sick every thing becomes with its different perspective ,many things which i used to enjoy make me angry during the sickness .may be this is because of lace of energy and focus i face meanwhile .but there is one thing very exciting about illness that after recovering i feel like new born .
every scene looks quiet fresh and life giving breezy atmosphere ,colorful flowers and sweet songs of birds look like saying hello to me .even sun seems to say welcome .i can feel soft warmth of golden rays me,it memorize me my mother's huge.so i thank my illness which brought me these wonderful feelings.
Technically God has designed every thing with solid reason to be,We human always look ahead,Like changes and get bored early .Someone is weather living a perfect life or less doesn't makes any difference ,after certain while living with same routine that there is some thing missing until they find the way to change their routine,or some thing else.
people like me who want to do multiple tasks in life like climbing on K2 , diving or explore forests ... but can't do it .Terminal sickness give them a chance to feel fresh and alive again .Also , hunger makes the food admirable and precious ,if we eat before we are really hungry we can never reveal the real taste of food and no kind of Dish can fulfill us like in hunger a little piece of Bread.
No one likes to be tired but ,but tiredness is the best medicine for sleeping problems.
All I wanna say is to say that bitter makes the sweet to feel sweet,which shows that happiness takes its meaning by sorrows so we should also respect them.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Now days my mind is playing games to me .its been week that I am caught by flu. It’s like putting hands on ears and blocking notice ,then removing them and let the voices rushed in .same way my head is blank for a moment then its full of voices. Anyway it is all part of the game I mean flu. My son is giving his terminal exams but I cannot help him properly because of this mess, but obviously I am trying.
Sun seems in quite hurry, it comes fast, stays for a while and runs away, like saying I have to go I have an appointment .in situations like this ,mothers like me ,find little hard to handle every thing on time. To me writing a post daily like sharing thoughts with friends it makes me feel better. Though we have computer in our house since about six years but I am stranger to it .I start using it for blogging on my son’s advice about two month ago. I can use it without his help from many days now. I may have no extra skills, but deep binding for my family and world of my dear god.
I have simple rules for life , live every moment with all its beauty, never hurt anyone and try not to be hurt from anyone.but you know its not in our hands. Picture of the world has always two sides .On one there are people with bright mind, doing all duties towards their families and world. They are the reason behind the world still running well. On others there are people with dark mind and negative attitude pushing and crushing others trying to reach some where , even they don’t know where. they are the reason behind every cruel reality of this earth .living with positive attitude in world like this is a blessing and thank god that blessed me .hey here is a good news ,our internet connection is back to normal , my son just told me that now.
I wrote it with my shaking head ,there is much chance of mistakes ,if u find some than sorry.
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
i am sitting the chair holding pen in my hands looking at my small garden in front yard " in our country we have front yard not back yard" where all seasonal flowers are bloomed . they are looking like colorful candles spreading fragrant light . cartons are moving gently with talking air .our neem tree seems in good mood right now ,when ever is air around it shows its happiness with dancing all the time ,but in the evening when air is used to be absent for a while it be comes sad and still.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
once a professor asked a student , has god mad every thing that exist?
Monday, October 5, 2009
social gatherings are main part of it .so it take lot of effort to manage all this alone .being house wife is a full time job without any break or holidays .some time when i think of desires for having a career and earning by myself baili memorizes me that it is ok to not have career , She tells that i am doing most important job in the world, helping my children to grow up with complete physical and mental health , supporting my husband when he needs me from the depth of my heart ... i'll carry on later i got to get my child get asleep or he 'll be late to School tomorrow.