Wednesday, October 27, 2010

flue wersuse business



little bit sick and little bit old ,

having flue and feeling cold ,

busy in the daily task ,

shaky hand and shaky walk ,

enjoying the beautiful day ,

singing birds and soft sun rays ,

thinking about the children too ,

who are right now in their school ,

hope they are playing in safe ,

finishing lunch and studying ok ,

thinking when i will be free ,

will sit in the yard and have some tea ,

but i know its hard to do ,

day is small and lots to do ,

sun is seeming pretty fast ,

jungle of the business and i am lost .

Thursday, October 21, 2010

ride with friend



hello dear friends hope all of you are enjoying the recent pleasant change in weather except friends who already live in cold areas ,in my area summer is not ready to move away yet ,so i am really enjoying the in between kind of weather here cause peak of both seasons makes me uneasy to live normal life ,

life has become more busier since i got my niece to look after but its true that these are some of most beautiful moments and i will really really miss her when she will not be here any more ,her mom told me that she is coming in next month and after staying bit long she will go back to her home, i am also preparing for my exams for first semester of my B A. some days back i got pain in my arm i took pain killer but next day same pain felt in my leg so my husband took me to doctor who said that due to weakness and work load my bones have become very weak and i have to complete course of medicine in next six months and should add some rest in my routine life,i was not happy to hear that cause i cannot bear to stay away from work it like life to me it help me to forget the pain of loosing my dreams ,i know myself i will never give up with them but some time i feel tired which frightens me ,

this new sickness news made me think about more about my nice husband who is always there for me ,for the very first time i offered him to go out with me so he chose his favorite ride motorcycle and we pulled out an hour from bucket of time,i really felt peace sitting beside him and having beautiful ride.we chose the place to have cup of tea where the atmosphere was calm nice and not so shiny and crowded,we enjoyed tea while looking at the sky who was also happy to have a company of moon among stars.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

looking at the river standing on the sand



robe of the time is slipping away from my hand,

looking at the river i am standing on the sand ,

river is smooth and it is wide ,

trying to tell me stories of life ,

which he had to face in the race ,

but still did not loose its grace ,

bearing unbearable makes a diamond from coal ,

by playing hard you can make some goal,

feeling the painful distance among both sides ,

hearing the sorrowful silence of evening's eyes ,

receiving a friendly smile from moon ,

forgetting the hard look of sun at noon ,

Monday, October 4, 2010

new entry


hello friends hope all of you are facing your new morning with well come smile and excepting the challenges of it , i been pretty busy with my new sudden responsibilities ,my sister left for USA some days ago ,before leaving country she came to me for two days and requested to have her one year baby doll for some period of time so she can go usa as she has some important business there and she cannot take her daughter with her ,i had no choice even i was happy to have my niece for while cause i dont have a daughter and she is daughter to me ,i thought it will be quite hard for me cause she is too young to get away from mother but many thanks to god that she is a very calm and active child . i am real happy and enjoying fulfilling my duties towards her but my busier life has become busiest friend ,and one thing is making me bit worried that my youngest son seems little disturbed with new change and i am trying to be fair with both sides ,i want to share some pics too it is hard to bring nice quality due to not have powerful camera ,my two elders are also having great time with their new baby sister and i really wish that the third one can join too