Friday, September 30, 2011

pray for her



hey dear friends,life is strange and has so many colours to surprise us,it seem just few days back when i used to spend my whole time close to my mother,my life and thoughts moved only around her,even while playing with my girl friends in the fields in childhood i could not stop thinking about her,

believe me i waited for her orders so i can obey her and make her please,in my teens i always thought that after finishing my studies i will get the job and will always stay with her,in my dreams i saw the future when i will be able to support her for all her needs,

may be this attitude was the result of cold war between my parents which i realized since beginning of my conciousness ,but as we know that destiny has its own plans for us ,so during my matriculation when i got seriously ill and could not attend my school for almost two months i lost my science subjects and it was the time when i heard the voice of broken dream,

because of this after my school i could not get my desired job,though later i got government teacher post but till then my brother and his wife made the situation worse and under such pressure mother said me good by with the tag of arrange marriage,

although god blessed me with a wonderful friend as husband,but i still missed my mother always,after my first child i again joined her as she was very lonely when my sister left for usa,i stayed there four years and served her as i could,

i have shared it lots of time but today it is different friends,i got call form sister that my dearest mother is very sick and i have to leave today to see her, actually i want dear god to give her some more time to stay with me i want to hug her tight and dont want o let her go ,i want to take care of her as she did of me,i wish i can roll back the time and fill her weak body with strength again, i know i can do none of them as i am just a tiniest piece of universe but still my heart is shouting for it,

dear friends i am expecting from you to remember my mom in you prayers ,so everybody take great care ,,fight for ur rights until you win,never loose the heart,keep smiling,and have blessed life.god bless you all.

16 comments:

  1. So sorry to hear about Mom Baili. Be assured she will be in my prayers. Stay strong!

    Love you!

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  2. stay strong dear , GOD bless you

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  3. She is in my prayers too, don't worry. I will pray for you too.

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  4. My best wishes for her. You are a wonderful daughter to her :)

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  5. Yes! Mum is the greatest, from giving birth to nurture and worried about us all the time. Have a nice day to you

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  6. Hi, dropping by to say hello. Best wishes to you and yours.

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  7. Hi Baili! Hope all is well at your end. Has been a while since we last heard from you...

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  8. I'm always missing my mom. Take care of her while she's still there. :) God bless Shabana! :)

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  11. I am sorry. I am late. Your mom is in my prayer. You wrote a very good post - very good tribute. If you get a chance, read my posts on mom - my daughter wrote on poem on her mom.

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  12. Hey Baili where you gonna lost?? everything alrite??
    em worried - my blog is missing you - please come back :(
    please inbox me your cell number - wanna speak up to you. love xx

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  14. Hi Shabana, it's been a year since your last post. I hope all is well with you and your family! I miss reading your deep thoughts.

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  15. hey dear friends missed soooooooo much being with yourright now writing from my sister pc.i am grateful for your kind words and sport,my dear mom is resting in peace in the world where we all have to go one day,may dear lord shower his love and peace upon her soul,me and my sis miss her and try to follow her principles of life in life to make our lives strong and useful for our families. i have passed my ba in nice grads,and looking forwared for ma digree,hope you guys doing great and along all doings enjoying your doings too as love makes the each job worship and worship is the basic need to lighten our soul,i will be with all of you soon friend ,wishing you guys best in life have a wonderfull life god bless you all,
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