Monday, June 10, 2013

strange death

hey,friends,hope all is going cool and smooth in your amazing worlds,my son is home for vacation so connecting with you friends through his laptop for little while,missed reading all of you  so much




life is work of art,just thiread this line in my recent book and foud it most perfect defenation of life,in my forty two i was not awear of it ,just lived mostly by soul,loved everything about life,and never stayed for long in darkness of disopinment when life felt shaky,i did not realized that i am blessed with quite positve attitude towards life,

whenever found someone disharted ,tried to cheer with pleasant words ,long ago during my job i used  

to hear so many sad stories from my colleagues which they told me according to them because i was trustable person who will listen them with soul ,will feel their pain,and will not make jokes of them in their absence ,
such things were base of my life,i been told so so manytimes by my surroundings that with such simple nature  i will not be able to survive anywhere,whether relationships or job,and it was even half true,but i still see the ful side of glass,

after depature of my both parents i did not think that their partition will disolve in my soul,i dont know how much i miss them ,or,i miss them or not,but i am facing a strange death ,the death of excitement ,its been more then a year that i became a quite different person from one i used to be for my whole life,i miss myself friends,its not that i am awayy from normal life or family,all is good ,i talk ,laugh,do everydays' work but nothing cheer my inner world which seems under kind of spell,


and one question fears me most that i,s this spell ever be broken?


still i am preparing for my master,i dont mind to die but i love live and all about this precious gift,and belive in betterment till its last breath,

have blessed life friends,

Saturday, January 5, 2013

see you soon inshaallah

hey friends my sister was hee 4 20 days but her and my kids kept us so busy and i could not post through her laptop ,she is leaving tomorrow,but i hope i will have my own pc soon n wll be able to be with u guys inshaallah,let me say again my favorite line that life is beautiful and we must enjoy every moment of it ,and no matter what happens always should remember that our creator loves us more then anybody so we must be gratefule for each single blessing we have,and step ahead without wasting time in complaining and believe me our positive attitude turns the all bad in good,stay smiling,god bless u all.