Friday, September 30, 2016

Once Upon a Time There Lived Tow Sisters [true story] [images source by google ]

When  Sara and  Robin reached on the city station  weather was cloudy. Karachi was known that it hardly rains  here .Even when clouds cover the whole sky  of the country and would  rained all other parts  still  Karachi's people had to starve for the rain,

Though clouds were there but mostly there were no rains falling from those clouds. Due to  laying  beside the ocean the weather of city was airy most of the times cloudy sometimes but strangely it rained here very less during the whole year.






But that day   inhabitants  of that city felt lucky when thick layer of clouds start dropping  the pearl of their kindness and love  on the  dry  thirsty heart of  the  city after so long .

It rained  inside that hotel room too where Sara and Robin got wet  with the all depth of their heart .It rained  smoothly not wildly like some  worshiper kisses the   idol of his faith so delicately .It rained like worshiper  does not want to make even a slight move which can hurt his idol of dreams .




Clouds  sent their love  in the deep heart of earth as they want to acknowledge that  by doing so they are  achieving  the true meaning  of  their being .As without  meeting   the  earth they were of no value.


Earth  felt  with serenity  as she stepped in  the  totally  new kind of galaxy,  where  everything has new face and new meaning of its being .

Ahh  that is so strange  sense !




absorbing the  gift of clouds  in the so precious corner of my heart is making me  why so light as a  feather  floating  above in the air,

 free from all fears ,

as  they  completed me.  As i found my other half !.  oh ? so that is why ? oh really that is why i was feeling since years so lost ?   so frightened  so  ....................incomplete?

.shuttered  in the deep dark well.

where is that well gone ?

 Did i find my  other  half ?      Has  he pulled   me out of that well ?

.Did he make me feel  light as  feather in the air with no fear of falling down again in the well ?

Laying  beside the Robin Sara  put her head on the arm  of Robin and closed her eyes,

  tow tiny drops of  salty rain rolled down to the shoulder of him and  disappeared in the  mysterious world of pillow.




Pillow that always beard her tears for ears he was her secret friend actually the best friend in long lonely nights  .

But this time taste of her tears was different .A peace and calmness  made them sweet  to sallow .Pillow  seemed  glad  for Sara 's these tears  which were  whispering her joy  to it's  hearing.

Her face reflected her inner peace as rain touched not only her body but made her soul wet too.

Behind her closed wet  eyes dreams of her own new world were taking shape .She  wanted to stay as close to Robin for her whole life.

Will he love me always like this .?

.Please God make him love me always like this  .!

.I will not be able to live without him from now on.



Robin  who's fingers were tangled in Sara 's silky  hair ,  felt like a man who  was   running on a long




 burning road with no shad and water  just found  a lashing   stream  flowing and glittering before him and drank  it to be  at peace and to feel full .


His eyes   were heavy with  deep sense  of peace   as he  want  to  remain  lost in  this  heaven  where  his   love  was  in  his  arms .It  was  hard to believe  that  his  prayers  were   answers   and  Sara herself   took  step   towards  him  .At very  this   moment  he  promised to  himself    that    he will always    love   her   so much   and will  try   to protect   her from  any  kind  of  harm. He  promised that  he  will  never  ever  hurt  her   in any means  .He  wanted  to see  the same  peace  on her  face for  whole  her  life.


Those   tow  days   that  they  spent   together   became  the  most  shiny  part  of  their   later memories.

 Robin   next  day sent   his excuse  for  not attending  the  meeting  by mail  and took Sara  to the beach  .

 They  walked  along  the   beach for  quite  long.They were  as  happy  and  as   dissolved  in  the love  for each   other    that  people  around   them could easily  noticed   that they  are  lovebirds  and want  to  be  invisible  from the  sights  of   world  before  them .




They  enjoyed rids and  fish museum near the sea. Had lunch  in  a good restaurant .

Later  once again they returned to  beach to  see the sunset

.Sitting   on   the  rock   holding   each  other's  hand  they  looked  at  the  sun  that  was  crawling down  as  it  will  just   dive  in  the shiny  blue   heart  of      the   ocean.    

On   the   beach  there   was  all  silence  except   the  slight  voice  of   waves   moving   forward   

and backward.   Sara   felt  as  they come closer  to   say something   but  with  surety   that  no  one  is   there to   listen   them   return  disappointingly.






Sara   moved     her  head  from  Robin 's  shoulder  and  asked   him with a slight smile    ,What do you   think  they   want to   say?  i  mean   these    waves ?  

don't you feel each time they come closer to say something  ?

Sara 's beautiful eyes  spread wider and became   prettier.

Robin   looked  at  her  and  smiled  ,and  Sara  looking  at  him  though  God  he   is  the   most attractive   man  on  this  whole  earth.

His  hold  on   Sara's  hands  went  stronger   and   he replied  in   a very  romantic  way ,
  I     heard   their   ,whispering ,  

They   are  saying  that   Don't   you   both  ever   get  away   from  each  other . 

You  are  made  for  each  other . Tow   halves of you   make a complete one of you .

 A  couple   ,and  this  is  meant  to  be  together  forever.

No  one  around   could   find   out  that so   many  beautiful  colors  on   the   peaceful   face   of     the    sky     reflected    were  the   smiles   of   Sara  and  Robin  or  

 it  was   the   last    goodbye   kiss  of  sun  that   just left  while  ago.



To be continued 

Friday, September 23, 2016

Once Upon a Time There Lived Tow Sisters [true story ] [image source google]

After  Neena left  Sara felt   peace as one feels after passing the storm.   She felt  the peace of  a person  who  saw the things clearly  after  removing the fog from front of  his  eyes  for so long .   Now  She found herself free from abusive behavior of  her little sister which was constantly testing her patience .The distance  that  came between her and Robin when Neena was here start  reducing  gradually .




Sara  could feel the ease  as  her  contracted  soul was trying to spread its wings  joyfully.Wings that had  been  stuck under the  painful burden of  unknown fears  .Her soul was ready  to  throw them away.  


But still being a girl she felt hard to step forward first  towards her husband .This hesitation was product of  her society in which she was brought up  . In her society girls were protected by their parents  . They  were not allowed  to play with boys after a certain age .They have to keep distance from their own cousins.




Their society was  divided into three main parts .One of them was so called religious and extremest  in his life style where mails were  predominating and women were treated by them like slaves  or animals.From  birth to death men control their lives and use their physical  weakness and mental  unconsciousness of their own rights and ignorance for their benefits .



Second group was of middle class where  environment of  life was quite suit able for the natural growth of  women . where they  were allowed to take  decisions  of their life within certain boundaries.



They were able to get education  and even to select their life partner approved by their parents .Still  they have limits .Much exposure  that could harm them was banned .Sara  belonged to to this group ,Though she was a confident girl but hate and fear for men caused  by worse environment provided by her father  built strong walls around her being through which  she could not breath without thinking that men are selfish and unfaithful they don't deserve trust of woman .
 



But  long and patient wait of Robin proved that he deserves her love and trust .The way Robin survived as  modest man fighting against Neena's  sensational closeness it  rooted his love in Sara's heart so deep.Sara  was waiting for the moment when Robin  hold her hand and she will not pull it back.



 On the other hand  Robin 's patience  was tested  by the awkward  conditions  he was put in by his sister in law often.He was patient and mature so he could stopped himself to make any mistake .Mistake that can scatter thorns in his way to Sara .He prevented himself from felling down where Neena was pulling him so badly.


Robin  wanted Sara to realize his sufferings.Being so close to hir and at the same time so away was a test he thought he will fail in soon.



One  day  he told  Sara that  he  is going to another city to attend an office meeting and will come back  after two days .That was the season of fall and they  were  sitting on the top of  roof of their  house .Sun rays were showering  softly upon the  brown face of earth .It was  Sunday  afternoon .Sara could see the upper branches of  the tree in their yard .Its branches were almost bare there were very few leaves  still hanging with few of them as requesting  to the branches that please dont let us go  hold us  we are the same whom you loved and  be proud over .





While  hearing this Sara  Felt as something is  sinking inside her chest ,She  felt  that right now she is  just like those leaves that are about to depart from the tree .There raised a unheard cry in her heart full of grief and sorrow .And Robin  saw  pearl like tears rolling down her beautiful cheeks .Robin  who was sitting front of her was surprised .He suddenly got up and came near to Sara he sat beside her and hold her hands in his strong warm hands  and asked .What is the matter Sara ? why are you Crying ? Did mom ...but he could not complete his sentence .Sara  said  Is it  possible ? 



what ?Robin  asked as he could not get anything .Can i go with  you Sara asked while her tears were still dropping  fast .Robin could not believe his ears .his heart leaped over but he want to be sure that is this what he got .He did not realized that his hold on Sara's hands became strong .I want to go with you please take me with you ,Sara  said and felt at the same time her heart free and light.

Though it was  an office meeting but Robin in that moment  felt on the top of the world .He could not afford to waste this most precious moment of his life .His eyes were dreamy and heart alcoholic like .At  very this moment he wanted to for get the whole world including his job. He decided  that he will take Sara along go to the same city but will not attend any meeting .He will spend each single moment of these two days with Sara .

He  could not hug Sara because they were on the roof and many other people were also far and near on their roofs According to their culture husband can touch  his wife only in privacy not front of others .But he told  Sara that ofcourse she can go with him he removed tears from her cheeks and it was first time that Sara did not object on his this move .They both got downstairs  with having peace in their hearts .They  got in their room and Sara prepared  luggage for the journey .


Robin  informed her mother about this and Helda felt as she want to kill Sara immediately .In this house it never happened before that any of her son gave as importance to his wife .I will not let her do this Helda thought  crucially she will have to pay for this sin.Helda felt hard to hid her feeling of anger that moment. 



It was  pretty freezing night  of  December  when Robin and Sara  left for Karachi.They sat  in the train compartment where already a couple was sitting.They both were quite healthy and of friendly nature .But robin and Sara both were walking in world of their dreams they were unable to see their surroundings .Their hearts were  pulling them towards each other .They wanted to be alone to share their beings with each other.Each moment were long as century .they both did not lay down whole night because to do so they had to move little  away from each other and they could not bear this .




They passed whole journey sitting beside each other ,when they felt sleepy Robin put his back  against the seat and closed his eyes he asked Sara to lay down on the seat and put her head in his lap.Thought Sara did not wanted to lay while Robin was sitting but just to feel  the touch of his warm lap she laid down and  fell  asleep like a child who finds peace in his mother's lap.


To be continued

Thursday, September 15, 2016

Once Upon a Time There Lived Two Sisters true story { Image source google images }

Neena   was  very  fun loving person and that made her  popular among Sara's in laws.But  it did not  upset Sara  .She was   gradually  feeling a soft corner  deep inside her heart  for Robin but these feelings were hidden and  Robin knew nothing about this change .



After  Neena  came here there were  lots of exciting  gatherings among youngsters of family and they play ludo or chess with  loud laughter  singing and  chats .Sometime  Neena played  badminton with  Robin's younger brother or sister  and while it elders in the house were just look at them furiously because the society they belong to young girls have to behave  in certain  way which had to be  sober sophisticated serious and modest .
  

Before  their marriage  girls were not allowed to behave so boldly,  they must put on scarf on their head and  avoid  talking to other mails except their own father brothers or close uncles .One thing  was  strange that Helda who was famous for her criticism she  was gentle to Neena and never objected on Neena 's any act .Actually  she  was happy that  Neena  due to her  bold nature can create problems between the relationship of Robin and Sara .And if it was so ,Helda would be the happiest  for she hated Sara for her simple  beauty and humble nature which  attracted  Robin towards her .




Robin and  Sara used to  have their evening tea together  in their room on the  table beside the window, from where  they looked at   the plant rows  and tree .They talked little  while sipping their tea and if there were they were of various topics of common interests  like books and music or  sharing  views on different  aspects of life .Without  mentioning any personal emotion for each other they  enjoyed  these sittings and  secretly wanted them last for  so long.Their  love for  each other was increasing every day but  there was one beerier  between and it was  Sara 's cold reaction on Robin's any personal expression of love.



Since  Neena  came here she  mostly rushed into their  room on such times and  destroyed their  enchanted  spell of silent love .Neena  deliberately often dragged  Robin  out of the room and forced him to  join her  gathering which Sara  used to avoid because  she  was shy and liked to be alone most of  time.

One  day when it was Sunday and Robin was  shaving  front of the mirror attached to the yard's wall while Sara  was  cutting  cabbage sitting  on  wooden board laid down in front yard .Neena was doing her home work on the same board.She  suddenly took her black ballpoint and got near to Sara .
 Neena  took knife  from Sara's hand put it down and started  drawing   lines on Sara's  face .Sara beard her  all  such stupidities and said nothing just because she thought that her words might had hurt Neena as she  is living in her house that is why Sara is  insulting her as she loved her sister so much and never wanted to hurt her .



After  drawing  lines  Neena dragged Sara  towards the mirror where Robin was shaving >Neena was laughing loudly while doing this and  showed  Sara 's her face in mirror and said   "look  how funny she is looking ",Sara  saw her face was messed up .Neena draw mustache ,circle around her eyes and  cheeks .Sara  tried hard to  keep her eyes dried and smiled ,Helda gave laughter from kitchen and same did the Doel ."What  are you thinking about it  Robee ? dont you find it  funny ?"Neena asked Robin who struggled hard to give little laughter .though he said noting and  walked into the bathroom and locked the door .

It was  Sara's maturity that since beginning she beard Neena's  such behavior .She  never objected on her humiliating behaviors  and now when due to hard circumstances Neena was living in her house Sara was more careful thought hurt because she thought that Neena should avoid such foolishness in front of other people.She felt that Neena mostly try to  drive Robin away and  Robin  inevitably join her .But   Inspite of all Sara did not feel insecure   because she believed that it was test for Robin's love .If he fails she will leave this house silently and if he passes she will be his partner for all coming seasons of life.She was not afraid of the beauty  and intelligence of her little sister .



When she was  alone she cried often ,She wanted to be with her husband but boundaries set by her own fears were making it impossible for her.Many nights when she wokeup she wanted to awake and say Robin that  come and sleep beside me on bed but it remained just a feared thought .Often she wanted to hug him when he said goodbye for office but instead of hugging him she suddenly piked up the trey and left room immediately .It was war inside her and she had fear to loose it sometimes.

Helda  realized  distance between Sara and Robin though she did not know the reason but she wanted to  take advantage of this situation and encouraged Neena to  be near with Robin .Neena  hated  their love story when she saw that Robin was completely unimpressed  by her beauty and joined her just to please Sara .She felt  helpless and her hatred  arose in her heart for her sister.Neena always thought of Sara as a just ordinary girl with stupid ideas of life .When she realized that Robin is not responding as she expected she started to make fun of  both husband and wife without thinking of their great efforts for her and her mom .

She  often said in gatherings that these  two fools  are made for each other and both are  of ordinary appearances and of  stupid way of thinking  ,always indulging in What is Good and What is Bad blah blah what a rubbish ..Neena  often said to Sara that your husband is so ugly how do you get so close to him?
Sometime to she tried to make Robin suspicious in the eyes of Sara and asked  her that did you noticed the way Robby was looking at me ? or did you see i asked for one thing and look he brought so many gifts for me ,ahh i know he likes me so much but not allowed to flirt with me  sis as he is very afraid of you she said shamelessly .And in reply Sara always gave a calm smile which  made Neena  more furious .


Neena  lived with them  for two years and this era proved test for their silent but deep love .Neena 's mother who witnessed all silently  because she  knew the level of the patience of Sara  and  disturbing behavior of her little daughter .When Neena finished her matriculation her mother wanted her to get married with some nice boy but Neena had high expectations from life her dreams and desires were  far greater then Sara's.


She  left Sara's house and went to a city near her native  village .She  started to look for job and found one as phone operator in a small  private office .Her mom was very concerned about her attitude because she knew that Neena is going against the rules of her society and tried hard to guide her towards right path but invain.Neena was ready to take flight towards her dream world.



to be continued

Dear friends sorry for late post  as my eldest son came just for three days to celebrate yearly festival Eid.
God Bless You All






Friday, September 2, 2016

Once Upon a Time There lived two sisters true story part five

It was  January.Days were  cold and nights  were colder . Rains were  spoiling the paint of front yard walls .Sometime when sara looked at walls she found them so tangled  and  scary she thought as if it is her  barren heart with so many  complex conditions.Still she could not find out what is the reason behind her restlessness.

                                                     image source google  including all images below

Sara  and Robin were living like two strangers who travel  in same train sit so close to each other exchange their thoughts   over various topics just to time pass.Robins gentle and calm behavior was still unable to touch Sara's heart  that was felt by Robin .

Sara  controlled her emotions strongly and remain normal and carefree.But  deep inside her heart  something was raising
so tiny as a first tiny leaf comes out from ground grabbing itself out of the shell of strong seed.The day when she sent letter to her mom and sister she faced mixed feeling of peace and anxiety. In the night  when Robin was asleep she looked at him for long ,
she felt as Robin's face  has kind of magnetism which  is attracting her sight so strongly as she was unable to resist  his attraction.For the first time of  her life she felt herself free from the cage of fear
fear of being close to her man .

She  wanted to  lay beside him but what if he awakes ,  and this thought made her chocked and she immediately removed her eyes from Robin's face.She put her hand on her chest and felt the beat fast.She  turned towards the wall side and closed her eyes to get some sleep  but  that night she dreamed all about Robin his  handsome personality his  so attractive smile  his  huge shiny mesmerizing eyes that capture one's heart .

In her dream she lied beside him put hand over his strong chest and slept with a peaceful smile on her face .


Next morning  when she woke up  her dream was floating in her awaken eyes  but  her  thought could not reach Robin.She  made breakfast and they both had it together .There was little talk about  Sara's  mom and sister who were  coming  tomorrow ,Then he left for office .

It was routine that  after  him  Sara  used to  bear the sharp cold eyes and words from her mother in law and  humiliating behavior  in kitchen  when she get near to Sara . But strangely Sara never gave her any importance she was of opinion that  women  limited to houses mostly  are same  they  pity on themselves and instead of doing something to improve or empower they use their energies  in negative way the  make  foolish  plans to take  each other down and don't let go any chance to pull each other's leg .

Though Sara was far younger in age then her  mother in law but  she was far  mature  then her when it  come to  way of thinking and behaving .She never  complained Robin about it and she felt that  because of it her M in law was getting more crazy.Good thing was that she was  quite normal in front of Robin  and Sara was  fine with it without knowing that some day she will blast  finally.


Next day  Sara  's mom and sister  arrived ,Her mom seemed terrible though Neena was fine .Sara  was glad that because of Robin  her loved ones were out of trouble.Sara put their luggage in side room and made the nice food .They had evening tea together and Robin  meanwhile  asked Neena  to get ready to restart her studies as he will arrange his admission in Girls high school  little far from house.Neena  showed excitement and thanked Robin for his concern.

Soon  within few days Neena  became  a popular person in the whole big family .She was so beautiful in looks and vibrant in  life style .Everyone liked her even Helda  smiled in her company ,The youger sister of Robin  Elina  was also in same school with Neena and she idealized Neena for her approach of life and fashion and style in living and wearings .Robin's younger brother  Teddy was also inspired by her cheerful personality .

She used to laugh much and loud ,she enjoyed life and took it light  she never regret that her two years of study were wasted or back home they had to face numerous problems  .She was person who live in moment and keep eye on future.Her personality had many complexes .She belong to a poor broken family and it was fact undeniable .But she decided to be  rich and successful person who gets what ever he want and stands above from where all looks so tiny and worthless .


These were the reasons that to be center of   everybody's attention  was the first  step of her planing it gave her   an alcoholic kind of joy.She remained unsatisfied till she did not get the attention of everyone around it was insult to her.

To be continued