Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Moods , The State Of Mind

Hey  Friends,

Hope   and  pray   that   you   are   doing   wonderful   and   trying   your   best   to    find   out   the   answers    of   the   questions    that    every    new    day   bring   to   you    as    i    know    that    each    of   you   is   capable   to   do    this   brilliantly  : )

My   son   has   left   four   day    ago   i   am   missing   him   alot !   I    am    constantly   watching    his   videos   that   i   recorded    while   he    was     here  and   i   do   this   each   time   he   visits.

Weather   has    changed   quickly   and   sun   shine    has   become    unbearable  40+c already.

Seasonal   blooms   are   fading   though   few    summer   plants   and   neem   tree   growing   quickly.

Now   a   days     when   i   am   feeling   that   change   of   seasons  and   various   incidents   are   not   the   only   factor   that   effect   our   moods.  Sometime    inevitably   we   have   to   follow   our   stupid   moods   which    spring   up   in   our    insidious    world    and    compel   to   do    what   we   normally   we   would   have    thought   many   times    before   we   doing   it.

Almost  30    years   ago    when   my   mother   bought   hilly   land   for   house   she   gave   contract   to   a   man    who   had    to   move   away   all   huge   rocks    that   were   nailed    in    that   land.

That    man   did   all   work   but   left    one   rock   nailed    there   and    disappeared   after   
 receiving   his   payment .My   mother    trusted   him   and   paid   all   amount  in   advance  as    he   was   familiar   to   our   some   relatives . I   felt   that   mom   was   so    worried   because   the   mason    was   asking   for   the   clarity    of    land   so   he   can   start   construction.

I    realized   the   helplessness   of   my   mother  as   my   father   was   not     around   and   brother   was   in   army   those   days    and   she   had   to   face   everything   alone.

Meanwhile    My  aunt   who   was   expecting   got    her   pains   and    mother   took    her   to   the   hospital   in   a  small  city   near .     We    both   sisters   were   living   in   a   tow   rooms   home   that   was  in   the   front yard   of     one   of   mom's     girlfriend. She   suppose   to   look   after   us   while    in   mom's   absence .   

While   mom  was   staying   in   hospital ,  everyday   after   doing   my   homework  [was  15  something  then]     i   would    go   to   the   land  that  mom   bought   and   took   the  all   necessary iron  tools   that   were   very  very   heavy   and    try    to    move    the   rock  .

I   wanted   to   to   it   as   soon   as   possible    as   i   knew   if   mom  came   back   and   saw   me   doing   this   she   could   punish   me   instead   of   thanking   because   mom   did   not   want   me   to   do   any   house   work  until   i  finish   my   studies.  She   wanted   me   to   be   clean   and   tidy   not   mingled   with   dirt   .

I   dug    deep   along    the   rock   and   each time   i  found   space   i   put   iron   rod   under   it   and  kept   it   pushing   up  .In    three   days    i   dug    more   than   five   feet   around   the  rock   and  it   needed   just   a    powerful   push  now   to   move   down.

Finally   in  the   evening   time   of   third   day    i    pushed   that    rock   with   all   my   inner   strength   that    came   in  me   only   with   this   thought    that    this   will   make   my   mother   feel    better !   and   miracle    happened   ,a   huge   rock   rolled   down  without   the   utilizing   any  blasting   material .Tears   were   pouring   from  my   eyes .  I   came   back   with   deep   sense   of   achievement   and   inner   peace  .

I  took   bath   and  washed   my   dirty   clothes  as   mom   was   coming   back   next   day.  When   she   came   and  saw   me   laying   on   bed  with   high   temperature  [my  arms  and  whole   body   was   aching   and  fever  was  high .  Secretly   i  thanked  God   for   this   sickness  as   mom   could   not  punish   me  so.

When  mom   saw   that   rock   moved   from   it's   place   she   hugged  me  and  cried  a  lot   she   said   i  am  her  son  not  a  daughter .  I   was   grateful   to   God   who   gave  me  wave  of   such   mood  that   brought  something   impossible   into   possibility.

Dear   friends   i   want   to   ask  you   one   question   that  bothers  me  often.

What   Is   Mood ?????

Please   take   good   care  everyone .   Take   each   moment  as   priceless   gift  because  it  is.
God   Bless   You   All!  

Friday, March 24, 2017

My Son Visited Home!!!

Hello dear friends,

Hope and pray that weather in your area is taking pleasant turns and Spring is stepping down into your lovely gardens!

I    am  giving   short   and   quick   post   today   because    i   was   and   am   quite  busy  with  some  pleasant   chores   as   cooking  for  my   eldest  son  and   talking  to   him  lot   and   lot   who   came  last   Saturday  morning   and  will   leave  on   Saturday  night   again .

He  has   come   after   almost   a   year  [as  he  joined  us  in  summers  in  Islamabad  directly  from  Karachi  and   left  also  from  there]

We   are   so   Happy   to   have   him   with  us  and  as  mother   i  trying  my  best   to   make   him   FEEL   AT   HOME .


Since  we  bought  new  dining  table  i   missed  each   day  while  sitting  here   .and  i   am   happy   that   for   week   at  least   we   ate   over   it   as   a  Complete   Family !


                                                 sky  is  grey  often  but  no  pouring 

                          Last  afternoon  when  sun  tried  to  break  out  of  clouds,My  neem  tree  started  smiling again!

                    Little  garden  seems  so   happy   to  have   my   baba   at   home !

                                      This  is  for  all  of  you  friends from  my  heart,my  garden!


See   you   soon  fellows. Please   take   care  ,stay  blessed  with  Hope  and  positive  attitude as  this  is  the  only  thing   that  can  turn  all   negative   into  BLESSINGS  that   come  to   you.
God  Bless  You   All! 



Friday, March 17, 2017

Seed of Hope

Hello  dear  friends!

Hope  and  pray  that  you   are  doing  fine  and  grabbing  joy  of  yours  from each  moment that  is  passing  by  swiftly .

Today  little  MORE  busy  and little  more  tired [will share later in detail] so  leaving  you  with  a tiny  piece  of  poetry that sprang up in my head[which doesn not seem much into poetic state now days though] lately .




Look   at   me ,i  want   you  to  smile

 know you  will,  though  take  while

Be  strong  and  change  the  creed 
That  is  hope,  that  all you need

Though    withered  rose, seems in pain
Will be  back,  regrow  again

Song  of  bird  will  be  full  of   joy
If  you  want ,  i  will  let  you  cry

Let  the  rain ,wash  away  dust 
Let  the  melt,  upper  dead  crust 

Your  soul  like  fertile  soil 
Glow  and  bloom like  refreshing smile

Your  heart,  is  home  of  love 
Where  lives,  faith  in  each  nerve 

From  this  faith comes  seed  of  hope!
Let  it  grow and  give  up  nope!

Stem  is  strength,  and  branches  are  peace
Leaves  are  joy, and   fruits  success 

No  storm , can  hunt  it  down  
No  autumn,  will  turn  it  brown

Keep  it  up,  with  drop  of  Pure  will 
It  will  save  you  from  being Nill

Weather is pleasant here 23c nights are even better.Light  clouds  are  floating since many days but not decided to pour yet.
Take  great  care  friends ,stay  happy ,healthy ,strong and positive each step.Have  wonderful weekend.
God  Bless  You  All!





















Monday, March 13, 2017

Sandwich Like

Hey  Friends,

Hope   and   Pray   that   all    of   you   are   doing   absolutely  wonderful   as  i  am  pretty   much   sure   that   you   are   utilizing   your   inner   power   of  an   fighter   to   defeat   all   negative   that   comes   to   you   and   say   with   wide   bright   smile   "see   i  knocked   you  down   miss   trouble ,you  wana  try  again ? okay  then  come  it   will   be   pleasure   to   kick   your ..... again.


Relationships   are   important  as   being   a  social  animal   we   love  to  be   tangled   in  them .

We  try  our  best  [according  to  our  capacity of  understanding]  to   keep   our   relations   with   our   family  ,relatives   and  friends   better .It   gives   us   a  sense   of   pleasure   and  achievement  that  how  nicely  we  run  our  small  world  of  emotions.

Sometime   inspite  of  all  effort  things  go  wrong  and  misunderstandings  take  place   between   tow  people  or  families. It   is   unpleasant  and  painful   specially   when  both    people   have  to  encounter  and  ignore  each  other on  special   family  events  and  gatherings. 

But  it  is  more  difficult  for  one  who  is  mutual   friend  of  both  and   stuck   between  tow  like  a  sandwich .  Few  days   back  when  i   went   to   attend   the   wedding  ceremony  of  my  niece [hubby' brother's daughter]   i  felt  exact  like  this.  Actually   my   hubby ' two  brother   who  were  doing  joint  business   since  years   had   some  conflicts   and  separated  their  shares ,Wives   of  both  men   stop talking  to  each other  and  cut   off  their  all   relations.

I   tried  hard   to  make  them  understand  that   ladies   should   not   react  on  the  behalf  of  their  husbands  like  nuts   but  failed.

When   i  arrived  on  ceremony  as  usual  late [ here ceremony  is  celebrated at least three  days]     i  mean  last  day  when  bride  has  to leave  for groom's house  i  felt   terrible  when  both   ladies   started    talking  to  me  and  i  felt  they  hold  my  both  arms  and   pulling  me   towards  them . It   seemed   they   were  trying  to  defeat  each  other  in  this  race  of   occupation [though  i  am  not  celebrity  but  that  time  they  made  me  though] 


i  was  turning   my   neck   right  and  left   swiftly  ,trying   to   be   polite  and   nice   with  both  equally  [specially  accurate  ] as  they  were  talking  at  the   same  time  about  different  things  which  were  hard  to  fast  input  and out  for  me . their  loud   consistent    talk  gave  me  headache  that  last  for next  tow  days  after  returning .

I  want  some  suggestions  from  you  to  handle  such  situation  next  time .

Dear  Friends  take  Great  Care  ,Stay   Happy  and POSITIVE each  step  in  life.
Hugs  and  Blessings!God  Bless  You  All!

Thursday, March 9, 2017

The Most Important Book Of The World

Hello  Dear  Friends,


Hope  and   pray  that   you  can  hear  the  knock  of  SPRING!!!    at    your   door   now   and  are   excited  to  receive    the  warm   colorful  SMILES!!!   from   Nature   again.  As   trees   and  plants  in  our  area [Asia,Pakistan]   are  expressing  their  inner   JOYS!!!  through  buds   and   flowers   so   well .

                          Source of image GOOGLE


Time   to  take  break   from   intense  reading  era   and  get   out   to   explore   the   beauty   around  you   through   READING   the  most  important  book  THE  BOOK  of  NATURE!!!   written   by   your   Creator   so   you   can   LEARN   ,OBSERVE   and   FEEL   the    BLESSINGS    you  have  Around  you   and  Within  you.

                                 image source GOOGLE

If  we  got   an  observant  eye   and  wise   heart  we   absorb  TRUTH  by  reading  this  precious   book   that   teach   us  HOW   TO   LIVE   peacefully  without  being   harmful   for  anyone.

                                                    image  source  GOOGLE


While   surviving   you  fulfill   all   your   BASIC   NEEDS  but   don't   exploit   others   JUST    FOR   THE   SAKE   OF   YOUR   LUXURY   OR   FALSE   PLEASURE.  

                              image  source  google

BALANCE    is    KEY   to   a   peaceful   ,   healthy  and   happy   life. This   lesson   comes   from  the   sky  when   we   look   at   it   in   the   night. 

                              image source google

 How   wise   that   our   Creator     displays   this   before  our  eyes  when  we   lay   down   for   rest   and   are   free   to   ponder   upon   this  most   HUGE  , MARVELOUS    ,ORGANIZED    and  CONSISTENT     system   of   this      whole   universe .


                                image source google

Through   pondering   upon  it  we   can   learn  that  Balance  means  here  is  "JUSTICE "  in    our  lives  whether  individual  or   social  .If    we    apply   justice   in  EACH   SINGLE   PART   of     our   life    All   will   go   SMOOTHLY   but   when   we   ignore   this     lesson   or   law   of   nature   things    get   disturbance   and   worse    as    we   can   see    in   the   world   of  today .

                                       image  source  google 

All   sufferings  of  an  individual  man  and   all   men   are   due  to  ignoring   the   lessons   of   nature   and  running  after   false  pleasures   which   can  be  fun   though  but   not  peace  of   mind  and  serenity   of  soul.


Okay   dear   friends  time  to  signing  off  for  now  and  preparing  lunch  as  hubby   and  kids  are  about  to  get  back .

weather  is  so  pleasant with  breeze  and  flowers around ,25 C  12 pm .
Take  great  care  ,stay  safe  ,positive and happy .God  Bless  You  All!

  


Sunday, March 5, 2017

Some Of Me !

Hey  Friends!

Hope   and   pray   that   you  are  trying  your   best  to  live  up  your  present  moment  along  with  the  fragrance   of    beautiful   memories   of   past   and   lots   of   positive   energy  for  future!

Our   whole  life   seems  a   chain  of   memories  that  we  knit   through   our  precious   moments  and  keep   it    in  the  most   beautiful  corner  of   heart   where   they  last  forever  and   keep   blooming  and   enchanting  our  soul   and  mind  to  keep  us  fresh    positive   and    focus.

Each   moment  that  passes   becomes  a  memory.  Our  effort  must   be  to  create   good  one  which   compel   us  to  live  freely  without  having  any   burden  on   our   conscience  or  regret  in   our   heart.

From  where  i   look  at   the  life   and  world  it  is  short  unpredictable   yet   beautiful. I  chose  easy  and  simple  way  for  living  .In  my   relationships   i  give  whatever   i  can  give  without  having  any   hope  for   anything   in  return.  I    love   everything  related  to  life  and  nature .I count  it  as  part  of  me. This   vastness   of   my   thoughts   and   imagination   keep   me   calm  and  connected   to  life  and  all   about  it .

I   am   not   social  yet   no   one   is   stranger  to  me.  I   consider   humanity   as  most  important  relationship   among  people.  This   is   why   i   feel   so   close   to  every  person  i   meet.  It   is  strange  quality  or  defect  i  don't  know    that  i   can   feel   other's  joys   and  sorrows  as  i  replaced  them  through  my  imagination.  It    is   painful   sometime  but  this  is  how  i  am  made.

Sometime  i   feel   after   loosing   my   parents   i  am   happily  waiting  for   my  turn  to  leave  this  world  in   the  hope  that   i   could   see   them  again  and  say   my   apologies   for  not  being  there   for   them   when   they   left   this   world.  I   love  my   husband    and  kids   though  i   want  to   see   them  grow  and   succeed   in  their   aims   in  life .

 I   take  sometime   from   everyday  for  pray   and   ask   our  Creator   to  put   love,   care   and    

humanity  in  the  hearts  of  people   for   each   other,  

 So   they   can  understand  the  TRUE   

meaning  and  PURPOSE  of   life,  so  they  can  live   and  let  live   other ,

So  they   stop   to  try   to  control   other's   life  like  many  others  did  before  since  centuries  but   failed  horribly,

So  they  can  open  their   inner   eyes   of   consciousness   and    realize   that  they  are  not  here  to  rule   or  destroy   but  to  live  and   reveal   the  mysteries  of  universe   for  betterment  of  humanity.

My   Dear   Friends  below  i  am  sharing  some  photos  from  the  summer  vacation  series,hope   you   will  enjoy  it.


                                 Beautiful  building  of post  office   of  Murree  hill station


 

                     View  of  capital  city  Islamabad  from  hill  top  restaurant



                  Kashmir  point  Murree where  a  pretty  train  give  tour of  the  hill station


While  walking  through  Murree  woods  a  naughty  pause  of  younger  son  with  eldest  brother


                         Quite  near  to  my  native  village  Taxila  museum 's back  view

                                                        Behind  us  Faisal  mosque  Islamabad

                                   walking  through  the  village  street when  it  was raining heavily  with wind ,i insisted to hubby to take  me  to  the  hill top  tree  where  i  used  to play  in childhood with my girlfriends!

                             View  after  rain through front yard of my village home ,How peaceful!!!

See  you  soon  dear  friends ,please  take  good  care ,stay  positive  and  happy .keep  awaken  your  fighter  sprite  to  swim  against   waves .God   Bless   You   All!!!


Friday, March 3, 2017

Little out of way

Hey  Friends !
Hope  and  pray  that  all  of  you  are  enjoying  the  changes  of  weather  in  your  area  as  changes  are  mostly   necessary  for   broadening   the  i.q and  pleasing  the  instinct  of   love  for  variations   in  life.

Dear  friends  i  am  sorry  for  late  post  and  specially  for  being  unable   to  visit  your  blogs  which  is  my  favorite  online hobby.

Actually  hubby  has  arranged  the  landline  connection  for  the  use  of  net  and  phone lately  and  what  a  coincidence  that  while  we   were  doing  this  our  area'  underground  system  of  phone  lines  got  some  kind  of  problem  which  took  almost   week  to  be  repaired . We  used  to have it in  2009  too when i  started  blogging but  due  to such interrupts  we  cut  it  out and  after  two  years  when heard  about  devices  available  in  our  area we  bought  one  but  now  hubby  heard  that  landline  is  getting  better  so  hopping  for  better ! 

It  is  nice  to  get  in  touch  with  friends  again .wishing  you  all  very  very  Happy  Healthy  and  Peaceful     Life  ahead amen.

see  you  soon  Take  great  care  friends  and  stay  positive!God  Bless  You   All!!!


Sharing  some  more   colors  of   February  's  blooms  in  my  front   yard  below,

                                                         Sky 's  morning  thoughts!

                       Small  garden  area  through  which  survives the  soul  of my house!

                                             don't know the name of this gorgeous beauty !

                                      lasts  for  more  then  one  week  if  temp is below 30c

                                                           Yellow yellow  pretty  fellow!

                                                                   beautiful pink !

                                     another  shade  of  pink! found it delightful  to look at!

                                     in the last the king of all his  fellows Red ,very pretty !

hope  and pray that  hearts of all of you are blooming with LIFE! inside you and LIFE around you  friends! stay BLOOMING!!!